i thought i was ready,
to be brave once again and face up to the cruel reality.
i was just going to be cold and not give in.
but when i hear your voice,
i just cant do it.
you asked me not to cry,
but do you know how it feels hearing you say that?
it just feels like a knife stabbing a thousand times.
yet whats worse is that all the thoughts rushed up to my mind at that time.
somewhere deep,
im still missing you.
yet again,
something inside me is wanting to forget.
im just so useless.
sorry.
