happy, or sad. idk.
im just going on with the flow right now, seriously.
my heart isnt feeling anything but ups and downs.
gotta pick myself up!
我还想他 by JJ 林俊杰
泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
请告诉他 我不爱他
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话
别告诉他 我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答
我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
apparantly i did something foolish.
told him lots of hurting words in the morning in reply of what he msged me ytd nite -.-
never thought he'd see that mega so i was abit shocked when he said goodluck to me so i nvr reply.
._.
whatever. its good that he hates me (apparantly he's not -.-)
this way he can go be lovey dovey with
herand i can go on. hopefully.
"恨总比爱容易放下"
hmm, wonder how true is that.
i think shud be "恨总让爱容易放下"
lul.
he wont have to worry about me (i wonder if he even will >_>)
and can concentrate on her.
i know its hard to forget one that you truely love,
so i decided to give up.
it sorta felt like im being the third party, like wtf.
and it sucks hardcore.
fuck all this shit.
im gonna move on and stop thinking about hiiiiiimmmmmm.
i have to. D:
tq jia jun for being there for me ytd ;D
srsly, i didnt think about anything but banglahs and indians. LOL.
you got my mind off those kinda stupid stuff for quite some time. ^^
until it all started again. -.-
yr fault. rawr. :P
k, just joking lol.
having mood swings luuuuuh. D:
AND NOW, IM IN PAIN.
stomach cramps >_>
wtf. wtf. wtf.
thats why i came home from my auntie's house.
D:
gonna audi now.
jie's alone in audi LOL.
thanks guys.
i love my friends. <3
