woke up arnd noon ba
msged gary and he woke up like arnd same time as me?
lol! i still think veryyy.. scary. =X
we sooo damn alike can?

rotted at home with him today :D
he pei me audi until 5+?
really had loootsa fun today ^^
everything just seems to be interesting with him around. ><
i still have the feeling that i'm like dreaming in lala land~
cause everything just seems so real, yet unreal o_o
okay, i sound like blabbering nonsense.

mmhm, steamboat dinner today.
nothing much actually >.>
went tampines mall and walk walk see got anything to buy ornot
and came back home, here i am blogging.

still rmbr the first time uhh we spoke
and i was telling yol that he's soo @!%#$ alike to ryo.
not only appearance but he also in ns =_=
i was like abit shocked? =X

haha but liao jie more le jiu different le.
we're both special and not-special in that sense :D
srsly, i've never ever thought of knowing someone that is SO SIMILAR to myself.
fate? lol. maybe ba xD
anyway, i just know that im uber uber uber happy these few days ^^

somehow, i dont know if im ready for another new start.
@_@
im scared that the same things will happen again. =X
rawrr! so, just 顺其自然 ba.
thinking back, sometimes i really hate him.
i know i shouldnt be like this, thinking of the past and not moving on
but its hard.. you know?
i get reminded of the same things every now and then -.-

im scared that all these blissful things thats happening right now will just disappear out of the sudden someday.
>.<
scared of being thrown at a side and ignored again?
its like dying without even know what caused my death.
its really hurtful and left a scar unknowillingly.
if i have a choice, i'd rather nothing happened at all.

girl, move on!! rawr. D:
he doesnt even care about you anymore. hurhur?
okay whatever, im not gonna think abt it anymore.

._.
just hope that everything turns out right this time round.
thanks for everything :D
i think you're the best xmas present i've got for my entire 17 years.
xD
omgomgomgomg. im going crazy. =X